umaga pa lng gusto ko na siyang makita? bat biglang ganon? astig na bad3p... ewan...

narealize ko na, may trend... lahat nalang ng nagugustuhan ko as of late, ung mga tipong never in ten years na magugustuhan ako, kesyo impossible o hindi pwde... bakit? i call this the mlqt complex... luma na to ah...

malala na ako...

astig, halos buong araw kong kahalubilo si TF, feeling ko mas nagugustuhan ko na sya... pero ewan, malabo... basta...

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in no paricular order... (nakalimutan ko na eh)

-sa debut ng friend, tumambay kami sa elevator, mga 20-30 mins, akyat baba sa jade palace... stig    no?
-nangbackstab ng todo (until this day!) ng blockmate! GO d-man!
-natuto ng kaunting ilonggo and cebuano
-nangolekta ng mga  F sa math long tests! exo=bagsaking bata sa mga long test!
-pumasa sa first math midterms! yhi! 123/200, D un!
-nkapagovernight sa bahay ng blockmate! cool yon!
-sumali at nagquit sa interbarangay! jologs no? haha
-inakalang nagmove on na pero di pala pero sinusubukang magmove on na ewan
-nabawasan at nadagdagan ang mga crush... <---landi!?!
-NakaA ako sa orals sa lab! Long test un!!! haha...
-Nagpalit ako ng edad!
-LQ kami ni bestfriend JA! haha, peace pare...
-Talo na naman sa lasalle!!!
   (go lasalle, go lasalle, go to h*ll lasalle lasalle!)
-bday ko nung dlsu-ateneo game, tas nakita at nakausap ko ung crush ko na lasalista... (ironic no? binati nya pa ako!)
-Nainlove... sa org! I love AMP!!! Astig!
-nagdeclare ng panliligaw kahit alam kong di karapatdapat (na magdeclare ksi di pa ako nakakamove on at ayaw kong maging gf ung babae... labo!)
-ininvite ng aking crush(one of the many pero major to men)<---landi uli.
-nakatext ko ang dyosa... dyosa pa rin no?
-unsa ang gugma?
-new friends!

marami pa yan kaso tanga na talaga ako! kaya magdadala nako ng diary sa school!!!
"dear diary, 47/100 ako sa 3rd math long test... F na naman... pag math talaga, bobo ako..."
astig!

pero gusto ko talaga si ay..

   *college na ako!

   *niasayaw ko na siya, un lng nga sumabit yung buhok nya sa sleeve ko... labo... 

   *nagkaaway at nagkabati ako at ang blockmate ko...

   *i felt love again, para sa iba ah, unrequited tho it is... er, ewan...

   *umiyak na naman para sa isang nilalang
   
   *nagkacrush na naman
   
   *shifts in and out of the sane and not, the rational and the irrational

   *nag-aral (as in nagreview, nagbasa, hw, shuva shuva...)

   *parang tinatamad ng magserve

   *tambay na ng paaralan

   *di parin nakamove-on fully

   *marami pang iba...

do you really have the reason to?

have you ever had the feeling of missing someone?
yet when you look at the big picture, the person means so much to yet you are not even a quarter of what you see in that person...

have you ever thought of so many things to say to a person?
yet after all your planning and thinking, you fail to utter even a fraction of what you really wanna say and instead say nothing that you really need to and all the while blabbing that is just trival...

have you ever felt the need to pour out what you feel?
but when the time is right you just can't find the way to do so...

Tska ung aura, andito n rin...

May liga na, kaso tapos n games nmn... D sya nakapanood pero aus lng...
Sana makasemis kmi, tas manood sya...

*NOSTALGIA*

The past two summers me and my friends play in the summer league here at my village... In those past two years she's managed to watch a couple of those games, and tho we never to two wins in one season the past summers, it was still good coz she was there...

This year weve managed to win 3 games, and a SLIM chance of going to the semis...